You know.. life has been happening lately and I'm starting to feel like I just wanna spazz. I feel like everything is irritating me. I even irritate myself. I feel like the ones who said that they'd be in my corner are, for whatever reason, just m.i.a. I can be sympathetic to life issues, I really can, but I feel abandoned most of the time.

After a series of a few unfortunate celebrity suicides, there was a wave of online memes asking people to "check on their strong friend". I haven't had anyone check on me yet. This isn't an admission of any mental health issues, but that's just how I've been feeling: no one really checks for me.